Sunday, April 4, 2010
Good friday was awesome and not
I was rlly touched with the service
but everything was ruined by him
Luckily the church people were so nice
I felt so calm and at peace talking to them
can't wait for my next service soon
Well, I thought I was gonna give up
I cried so hard for him
the third time
I cant even believe it
We're not even entangled
But today, the trip to town with gab
I figured out
Its the last try ever
I'm gonna do something for him
something I thought I will never do again
its such a huge exception
and if it doesn't work
yep I'll learn from it
and go back into my circle
for good
You just don't know how tough
all of these is to me isn't it
You're out there failing yourself
I'm here pinning for you
The kind of nibbling on my heart
when I see you online
but yet I can't reach out to you
That kind of frustration
when I see things that will make me think of you
I'm doped.
I've fell completely for you
when you don't even know of my existence at times
This is so tiring
Can't believe I'm making myself go through all this
11:02 PM